My ears feel with tears every night, with pain I have never endured. I've tried to write, but if I write it, it becomes true. He goes on, a little progress, some set backs, I no longer ask myself why he has to endure so much. How does he do it, why does he do it, I'm reading anything that will give me any answer, I have none, I want the one that will sooth me, he's waiting to touch his Mom, I will take him to Florida in 2 months, he will get us there, his doctor said he would too. From there, I don't know, leaving our beloved land and wildlife. It has filled our souls, today the nurse said his eyes lite up whe I said elk were on the property.
I sleep in his room and bed at night, his clothes, is someone teaching me I have forgotten the meaning of what or is this his life, like so many others. I can't go any further tonight, but to thank you.